SOMEBODY

She is my friends, yes were just friends. But I love her so much
She’s the friend I always wanted. And she wanted me just for a friend
We talk, we laugh so hard like there’s no tomorrow but behind the laughs is a heart that asking if she could be mine
I happy to be with her, and I know she is too
I love the way she makes me funny and the way she teases me
I like when I touch her hair and when she gets mad at my jokes
I’ll always love her smile and the way she call me “darling”
I love everything she does. The smiles in her face, sweet words from her lips take me away.
The love is in the touch of her hand making me think that my love will make her love me too.
But I’m afraid of telling her about my feelings
I’m afraid that she’ll laugh or ignore me
I’m afraid because I know, she already love somebody else
I know she only sees me as her friend
I know too that there’s someone who’s more deserving for his love
We’re very different to each other. But I’m trying to reach her level so she would be proud of me
I started to change everything in me, my attitude, my style…everything!
…everything that’s not me..
But it’s so hard…
I started acting so silly because of her
It’s like that I don’t have time for everything because my attention is on her…
I don’t know if this is love or infatuation but I know as long as she’s around I know I’ll be alright
Everyday seem to be so perfect when I see her
I see the day with hope and joy
Everyday I’m expecting for everything…
When I tease her or laugh her, I’m expecting for her love…
That I believe that’s not mine…
I want to see her everyday but I guess time is just refusing for my request
I once asked my self. Does she like me too? Or am I just expecting for the clouds to fall over me…
I’m tired but I don’t know why I’m still hanging into something…
Something that I know I’m better of letting go…
It’s like I’m scared to lose someone I don’t have that’s my reason why I can’t just ignore her..
She can never be mine, she always belong to someone else.
Better than me, greater than me…
Maybe I’ll just have to accept the truth…I should stop fooling myself…
I want the truth from you even if it hurts me
You already love somebody,
And I guess you’re lucky enough for having me as your friend
Because I know’ I’ll be always with you till the tears fall down through your eyes…
You know who you are..