Broken Mirror

“Friendship is still in the air”

Through the week, I observe what the reason why people are still alive. Except for the biological needs one of the reasons is his/her friend. Friendship connotes relationship which involves common knowledge, esteem, affection and respect. Yes it is respect to everybody. As we all know respect is one of what Jesus taught us. His followers respect him as Holy, Friend and as a brother. Like Jesus, He also shows respect to his friend especially the one who believes them and those who seek faith. This week, I have seen different attitude of my friend. Last Monday, I settle the cold war happening inside the classroom. I act as a mediator to both company and listen to their side. I’m happy that I help them settle there problem and I know that they will become friends again.

“Fixing a Broken Heart”

Last January 19, 2010, I tuned in my radio and listening to the rendition of Christian Bautista “Fixing a Broken Heart”. How can I fix my broken heart whenever you are near? How can I move on when I see you always? What will I do to ease this pain? My heart is still aching, I don’t know what is the reason, but one thing for sure; my mind and heart are fighting to each other. I am acting crazy whenever I am near to her or when our classmates are teasing us. I cannot talk to her eye to eye. I don’t know if this is loneliness but one thing for sure. I cannot express my feeling through words.

“Reality?”

I questioned myself if I have really what it takes to be in this world? I have problem dealing with my emotion. I cannot show it because I don’t know. I am bringing this emotion for a long time. I want to burst it out but I can’t. For real I want to be alone, alone for one day and reflect. I want to have a day to mediate on my emotions and feelings. I want to let the inner me shutter everyone. I want the real me to be shown.

“Good memories…Bye-bye”

Good memories are the one who hard to forget. It takes time to forget it and it is hurtful when you remember it. It is like a gold treasure that is so precious to you. But this good memories might be the cause that you still in your past life. You cannot move if this remains in you and will always keep you from the real world. I hardly accept that I have hard time to forget my good memories but in the end it cannot erase. There is still a broken piece of mirror that when you assemble or arrange it, it will become a mirror again.